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Just wondering if anyone else went through the kind of stuff that i did growing up.
This is basically me growing up as a foot guy.
Ok so here goes. I had already known what it was like to get turned on at 4 long before any other kid at my school, every summer sitting on the floor in the classroom in front of a nice teacher whom shes wearing sandals, that was heaven. Flash forward to secondary school (i dont know the US equivalent) Im a teenager 14, all my friends are going through puberty, they have started talking about breasts, naked women and porno magazines. The common discussion when it came to women was on the lines of "her breasts are nice, check out this naked chick etc". Me? I nodded my head and pretended to be interested when really i didnt care even the slightest, breasts didnt interest me, naked chicks didnt interest me and neither did porno magazines, all jokes and quirky humor spurred out by these youths who were my friends did absolutely nothing for me as i was a foot guy and it didnt interest me at all. We go to magazine stores, my friends pick up the magazines off the top shelf and start giggling with each other and gather around one magazine gawking at some naked woman in a pose and drooling saying "wow shes hot man, id love to do her", again id nod my head and pretend to be like them, but im not like them, and i know im not, ive always known. They would walk about having a dirty porno film at there house and gathering around to watch it like it was cool to do, again, all of them getting excited to watch it, I didn’t care, wasn’t my thing. All the guy talk about magazines under the bed was irrelevant, for me. All the talk about the latest female celebrity actors, singers, artists or idols ended up in me sighing in my mind when the conversation turned to how nice her breasts were. Guy: “hey have you seen the new girl in school? She is fine! She has a nice butt” Me: “er, yeah she does, um, that’s hot”…
When us guys would peek through the windowed door into the gym to see the girls doing sports, my fellow male teens are looking at one thing, I was looking at something else, gym class was heaven for me. Any other p.e activity they did outside though wasn’t, since they wore shoes, but for everyone else, watching them play net and basket ball got them excited, I smiled and pretended I was too.
Whilst everyone i knew had nude mags under there beds, I had DFS (couch) catalogues with women sat down with their feet propped up, I had clothes magazines showing women in sandals, flip flops and high heels. Heck I even had my sisters old Pilate fitness books that she was finished with. And as far as videos go? Well, i just had compilations of clips from films, movies, songs etc where there scenes where the actors showed there feet. All of this was my "porn" and yet, i couldnt laugh and joke about it with my school mates who were gawking at breasts and nude women and making sex related jokes, neither could i relate to them since i wasnt into any of what came out of their horny teen mouths. Fast forward and im in college ( high school equivalent, age wise i think, i was 16), i discover the library computer room and the internet. My friends are sitting next to me looking at dirty porno sites and giggling and gawking as each image gets enlarged slowly as dial up attempts to reveal the whole image. I look over and pretend to be interested, then I go back to my screen which is turned slightly so that they don’t see. Accuse me of looking at porn, and I say “yes, that’s what im looking at” I knew I could get away with it because it was ok, it was the male teen thing to do, it wasn’t weird, it was a guy thing, so I could easily use that as a cover for what was really trying to find.
I type in "feet" into yahoo.com, yes yahoo, thats how long ago it was. But all that came up was foot health products and advice. So instead i just go to female celebrity sites, hoping to find pictures where women just happen to be barefoot in the pictures or showing some sort of foot cleavage i.e sandals etc. Meanwhile my friends are nervous, closing the internet browser as the librarian goes past because they will be banned if they are caught looking at porn. I am also nervous, but not because of the porn, they accused me of looking at porn, id be fine with that, Im a typical male teen, I like porn, breasts and butts, im normal, or that’s what they would think anyway. No, I nervous because if they see me looking for pictures of feet, they will freak out and id just wanna end my life there and then.
And then one time, i type celebrities into yahoo, several sub categories appear, celebrity men, celebrity women, celebrity models etc and to my shock and amaze "celebrity FEET" my heart pounds harder than it ever had, “feet? Theres actually sites about feet?!” i start looking at all these celebrity foot sites, eventually come across hitwgang.com and the mouse pad. Realizing im not alone and learn about the term foot fetish and that there are more than just celebrity based feet sites, eventually that leads me to wus and ive been happy ever since.
So thats it, I figured id cut it short at the end, its long enough already but I just had to get this off my chest, got a bit personal at the end, but how about it? Did anyone else go through something like this growing up as a foot person? In particular the part about being in school surrounded by fellow teens who constantly go on about normal sexual stuff etc?
Id love to hear your stories.
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Well, climax, I have a little in common with you. Before I was old enough to lay hands on the nudie mags, I did have boating magazines and travel magazines to use for my porn. They remained exciting even after I was able to get my hands on genuine porn which became my primary source of whacking material. My favorite photos were always of the barefoot gals and found disappointment in an issue that was devoid of exposed feet.
As for P.E., the genders were always separated and it was very rare to catch a glimpse of the girls. The one happy exception to that was during the swimming portion of the year. We were still separated but we had to pass the female section when the "shifts" changed. From afar, it was nice to admire the lovely bodies but, up close, my eyes were firmly fixed to the floor.
I should point out that this is back when dinosaurs still roamed the earth: no video in the home, no computors, no internet, no cable (3 TV stations if you were lucky and the weather was favorable). There was an abundance of bare feet - and that's the only reason I miss Hippies.
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The internet has introduced a whole new world for the foot fetish guy. Think about it, without the internet we'd all be back in the closet and we'd have to get our kicks out've whatever feet we could spot at the local shopping mall...
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lol thats a very good point ozboy, if it wasnt for the net, id still be where i was, questioning my preference and lack of confident in my self, it really makes you think doesn it.
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I about fell asleep reading this! Talk about a long post! Seriously though I know what you mean. We didn't have the world wide web when I was "coming of age" and although I did like seeing the breast and naked chicks in the magazines, I always looked for those with bare feet or sandals. It wasn't until my freshman year in college and was in an adult book store when I saw an issue of Leg Show. That's when I realized it wasn't just me. If they have whole magazine devoted to feet, there must be others turned on by them.
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i knew early i had a thing for legs and feet.. esp hosed legs and feet. i can appreciate the rest of the feminine form. i had a bit more of a concious than most teens my age.
i was taught it's disrespectful to geer and taunt and gawk at women. so no porno for me.. no lewd remarks.
so though i do love a shapely woman.. getting to see feet was hard and i thought i was not normal. it was hard to share what I liked.. learned to keep it to myself
in college, ran into the web.. from then on, the slow painful route to acceptance started. sure, i got good at hiding my searches and removing cookies and the whole nine.
but eventually.. i started accepting it.. (few years ago).. and life was much better. some gals even let me enjoy the view of their peds because they say i'm polite and cute about it. though marriage has cut on the opportunities feet as often as i used to... it's still been relatively well 'protected' secret.
hope this post was not soo long.
RPM
p.s. i'm one of the very few men I know who don't whack off to images.. don't like to masterbate.. or see nudity. i thank my conservative religion for that.. works for me
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Very similar for me.. Except one thing, Breasts turn me on still and I can get an erection just by looking at a girls breasts in class.... Posts: 270 | Registered: Nov 2007
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quote:Originally posted by climax: ...I had...catalogues with women sat down with their feet propped up, I had clothes magazines showing women in sandals, flip flops and high heels.
Exactly the same here. This was long before the internet so all I had was catalogues, and back then it was only the mainstream ones like Sears and Penney's. I can remember the pajama section being my favorite as most of the gal's were barefoot. At one point I started making a scrapbbok of these photos, but eventually discarded it for fear of it being found.
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some of your points definitely struck home with too climax, but i definitely wasnt like you in that i was easily as interested in every other part of a woman. i have plenty of interest in mainstream porn and nudie mags. yes, if the mag in question has a nude woman AND her bare feet, i was way into that issue, but lack of feet didnt pose any problems for me.
my stash too consisted of victorias secret catalogues and whenever i found a celeb pic barefoot or with foot exposure, it went into my stash too. for me, the discovery of a foot oriented adult mag was a huge eye opener. there's more like me out there? i am not that big a freak? (well i am but not cause if this ) then yes, after the net became common and i discovered the pad too, i really begun to accept who i was and what i was into.
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I had a lot of the same experiences as most of you. I used to look through the Sears catalog and any other one in the house that sold womens shoes,underwear,bathing suits, etc. Anything that may have barefoot women in. I kept my fetish from my friends because I didn't want them to think I was wierd. Through most of my early childhood I grew up in a mostly white neighborhood. In jr high I got to see the feet of other races and nationalities what a turn on that was. It took a long time before I became comfortable with my fetish.
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Same here: Sears catalogue, and my teachers who used to play with their shoes while giving classes.
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i knew what it was like to be turned on at 4 also.
however most people don't believe me when i say that. I honestly was beggining to think i was the only one.
and i also started with celebrity sites for feet shots. I always had horrible luck and the pics that just showed a glimpse of feet were amazing to me. Now those would do practically nothing for me. The first good one i found was a yahoo geocity or whatever theyre called and the site was all celebrity feet in A-Z order. For me this happened around 12 or 13 though.
Also i had tons of magazines and sears catalogs and anything else i could find pics in.
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