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I'm never satisfied - and I don't turn against it - but I get tired of foot fetish. Tired of my fascination with it getting in the way of other things. If the majority of people just don't feel what I feel, I want to come up for air and keep in touch with what life's like for them. I used to swear off foot fetish - and then come back to it. Now I skip the guilt trajectory and just think of it like a cycle. The cycle keeps me in perspective with the rest of reality. And my time on Planet Wu keeps me in touch with this reality. Of couse the seasons of this cycle are not always evenly split. Sometimes it's like, how about one day of the week I'll try not to check out the feet of every woman I see. Half a day? Another time I might get interested in something else and busy and I'm still noticing their feet but I don't care.. . at least for a while. Sometimes when I travel I can't relax that much until I get home. It kind of seems like I have to get away from foot fetish sometimes - but that's easier to do knowing I'll always be back.
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