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internet porn addiction is real and it sux. i'm sure porn addiction affects many genres of sexual content.
the poster of this thread seems to have an addiction that goes beyond just feet so I would say he has bigger fish that need to be fried.
anyway, i know i have an internet feet porn addiction. i am thankful for my own sanity though to be able to know that I ain't into any child porn sh!t. That in itself is a topic and problem far different from foot porn addictions.
good luck with getting back ur sanity in those other areas. i am having a hard enough time with just my OCD love of feets ...so i can relate to a fraction of what you were saying about porn addiction
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hmmmmm. Well, im a female and I have to voice my two cents I suppose. Im an adult, and im proud to say I like pornography. In fact, I like sex! According to society there is something wrong with that. BS I say, if you dont have enough balls to admit what you like, then you are hiding something. Next, the topic of this guy writing this crap! Im an educated girl, and even though I do porn it deosn't make me a bad person. However, I will tell you this....I have never had an impulse for a child or even thought of it....It sickens me. I have some of my own, and not just mine, but all children are the most innocent creatures put on this earth. They need adults to look out for them, not stalk them. You have a serious issue going on besides porn my dear and I hope your girlfriend is aware. Sorry, but just had to say something!!!
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Some people get a rush from seeing sick shit. How many people here have seen "2 girls 1 cup"? Probably didn't get you off, but you watched it anyway because it was a fucking trainwreck and you couldn't turn away.
I'm sure if you trolled the internet for porn to the extent of the OP, you'd probably run across some things he did that you didn't want to see, and you'd probably sit there and watch it because it's a fucking trainwreck and you can't turn away. Dude looked at some pictures for christ sake. He's not trolling playgrounds with a hardon and a video camera.
How many people on here have posted sleepy feet stories or stories about stealing shoes to blow a load into? These people took risks because they got a rush and most of the events in those tales are crimes as well. Haven't seen many people get crucified like this guy for that stuff. Point being he's not the first person to do something unlawful for an adrenaline rush. If you want to look at it from my twisted world view, at least he wasn't engaging in actions that affected others.
It was brave of you to come out and post this. The fact that you recognized that you had a problem and are taking steps to resolve it clears you of wrongdoing in my mind. In a strange way, i understand. I'm an adrenaline junky and when i want a rush like that, I climb big rocks or do something equally crazy. I can't appreciate the choices you made, but i can appreciate going to legnths for that rush. I suggest you find yourself a hobby.
quote:Originally posted by stephm_ff: i think you are completely justified with your reactions but lets be real, i don't think anyone who comments here on Wu's ever has or ever will condone pedophilia or any sort of association with child porn.
Even though we post on here alot, essentially the forum is still anonymous so i think that's why not everyone is as outraged as you are, because it's not like one of their friends (who they've met and know their first name) has come out and admitted this type of behaviour. I think any kind of 'congratulations' being shown here is the kind saying 'well done for NOT going any further down that road', i don't think anyone's hailing the fact that this guy admitted he wanted to look at child porn. Can you really imagine someone coming on here and admitting that they love child porn or that they've done something with a child and people being 'understanding'? They'd get torn apart.
but dude, its child porn, who would honestly think of watching that? why would you? I dont care how addicted he was to it. hes an adult. and if he feels like he is so addicted to porn, he has to watch child porn? come on
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I know its not related to feet, but its an open forum, and i have seen others posting about relationship/life problems before and getting valid help.
If you look up OCD, the stereotypical obsessions are in fact, worrying about being a pedophile, and worrying about being gay, i have both of those worries. But, one thing i know about OCD is you worry about the issues that cause you the most worry, otherwise it wouldn't be a problem, you could just shrug it off. I have absolutely no inclination in seeking out a child, in anyway. The idea of pedophilia disgusts me as much as every one of you, that is why its a problem for me. An accident turned in to a rush, but it also made me feel very very sick.
I think CS has some extremey good points there, no just because they are backing me up and understanding, but because they are actually open minded and not instantly "your a pedo". If i was a pedophile i wouldn't post this sort of post on my favourite forum advertising that fact.
Thanks for all of the posts people (good and bad) its all valid, and at CS, i do have plenty of hobbies, music is my life and i play many instruments and am in fact a sound engineer too. I used to be on the PC every single day, that in itself isn't healthy, so I spend as much time away from it as possible now.
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Wow, most of the replies here are massive overreactions that have failed to grasp Web Cruiser's message.
Web Cruiser never once claimed that it was the underaged people in the videos that turned him on, nor did he claim or imply that he had a desire to commit such acts on children. The rush he experienced is not attributed to the children themselves, it's the taboo nature surrounding it all. It's the fact that it's so forbidden and wrong that lead to the rush.
Here is a dictionary definition for the term paedophile:
"Paedophile noun, An adult who is sexually attracted to children"
Notice that sexual attraction is a predicate of the term. Nowhere in his posts did Web Cruiser mention that he was sexually drawn to children, nor was it even remotely implied. For example, he made it clear that he did not masturbate to the content. It is solely the extreme prohibited nature of the content, and the resulting shock/rush.
Let me clarify that I find child pornography unacceptable on every count, and I am creating no excuse for Web Cruiser, I am simply pointing out the error of labelling him a paedophile.
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I guess what I didn't say is that anyone who sees child-porn and doesn't report it, tacitly condones it and, thus, supports it.
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I wish you the best of luck Web. It took guts to say what you said, especially knowing that people are going to say horrible things to you and rip your words out of their context to slap you with.
Just stay on the road you've taken (the one seeking help I mean) and I'm sure you'll manage to change yourself in to what you want to be.
Like you already know, you're not a paedophile, nor gay, you're just a dude with OCD and some other kinds of neurotic symptoms looking to better himself.
Like I said, best of luck to you.
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At the very least if he feels he has a problem with pornography addiction involving children let him at least go to talk to a therapist. I feel he is crying for help and thats ok. He realizes the problem and wants to fix it.
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hi everyone, I like most of you, love female feet, to me there is not much that comes close to a woman resting her feet on my face, (except maybe cunnilingus), but anyway, I am 12 months away from graduating as a medical doctor, I have studied and worked in many different fields, including psychiatry.
I urge you to please "lay off" webcruiser, as he DOES indeed fit the description of a person suffering from sexual OCD, if you feel the need to understand webcruiser's position what you need to know is that the part of the brain responsible for planning and executing a task is disrupted, causing the brain to malfunction and try to convince the person that the task is NOT complete resulting in the person experiencing anxiety and subsequently trying to repeat the action.
random unrelated example: A person with OCD pours a glass of water, once full the person feels anxious "it wasnt filled right", they obsess over the need to fill the glass again whilst either "thinking the correct thoughts" whilst doing it, or "pouring it a certain way", the result being a person mundanely repeating actions. This seems harmless, but extend this principle to sex and porn and serious serious issues arise.
This does not apply in the same manner to all OCD sufferes, being multi-facted this disorder presents with obsessions and compulsions to many different aspects of life, one person may wash their hands compulsively, another may look up porn compulsively.
WHY THIS IS RELEVANT, is that webcruiser probably came across child porn by mistake, he looked, felt shocked, closed the program. Seems a normal response right? But no, he obssesses "did I find that arousing?" "oh no, I'm a terrible person" "but no wait I didnt find it arousing", he obsesses over the thought, and compulsively "checks" the matieral again as to confirm he is not aroused by it (which he isnt). There is that brain malfunction again. Now I honestly believe he is NOT a paedophile, people with OCD obsess over things THAT ARE THE OPPOSITE TO THEM.
I myself have suffered with OCD since I was 11 yrs old, I never got as bad as webcruiser, but because I have first hand experience of this disorder presenting in a different manner, I have been prompted to study it as it would give me alot of satisfaction to cure someone suffering from this disorder, it is serious debilitating and completely contrary to the person suffering it.
Sorry to bore you all with the scientific stuff, but this is truly a terrible disorder, the best cure being to teach the person to "see through" the obsession/compulsion loop, and correct the task planning/task execution malfunction.
The worst thing you can do to an OCD sufferer is tell them they they are what they obsess about, because believe me, THEY ARE NOT
well back to looking at the feet of beautiful girls!!
quote:Originally posted by footgirl0226: Ummm... Since I have OCD in extreme forms sometimes I say this with all sincerity...
Being curious to child porn and downloading it "a few times" makes you a sick fuck- not someone wih OCD.
There is my opinion. And I dont give a shit if I get in trouble for this comment!
And this comment goes to anyone else who is doing the same crap.
I concur 100% with you footgirl. NO instance of child pornography is satisfying or "a rush" to any NORMAL person, straight, gay, trans, or whatever the hell you want to call yourself or remove yourself from. To actively do it, and not be completely repulsed by it makes you a very sick person, and God be with you. Catsman
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I couldn't help but notice the rapidity of catsman's reply after I posted, but I have a response
the rush he speaks of is commonly referred to in psychiatry as an OCD "spike" it is ANXIETY that he is feeling not PLEASURE. The "checking" he did after the intial "rush" was his way of trying to confirm he was not aroused by it. True negative anxiety and arousal cannot co-exist.
footgirl0226 says she suffers from OCD, which she may very well do, but the disorder being multi-faceted presents in different ways with different obsession/compulsion conjugates.
I agree with the point that people that look at child porn ARE sick fucks, (excuse my being judgemental, but it's just my opinion), but a person with this form of OCD, does not enjoy child porn, so why are they a sick fuck? I would bet on the fact that "webcruiser" has the same opinions as every negative comment on this thread. Because he has this form of OCD he cant just "stop and forget" like all of you can, he thinks he needs concrete confirmation that he is not what he fears, AND BELIEVE ME people with this disorder are not what they obssess about. The cure to this disorder is to learn to see beyond anxiety and cessation of all compulsive activities.
I have studied mental disorders extensively please trust me on this point.
regards
the pre-doc
P.S anyone reading this, before you comment, please read my post above this one, right before "catsman's" post.
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